I'm not good looking....

Most of the girls or women,when think about their self,think positive and think that they are beautiful.
But in my case I'm not that kind of woman..
I don't think I'm good looking,because I'm not in good shape.
I try hardier to take good care of myself .Oh,yeah I do,but it's a real hard thing to council with.
Oh it's!!Believe me...
I'm a little overweight!!
no,no,no....
Definitely! !
I'm totally overweight.
I've gained a lot of weight!!
I'm not height-weight proportionate!!
Recently, I feel my pants are all tight!
It's terrible!
But,I'm still not motivated to go on a diet.
I have to change my mind.
The fact that I've gained weight,makes me feel so blue.
I'm sad because of it!!
I feel miserable.
Sometimes I also feel empty.
I feel alone.
I feel isolated.
Nobody cares about me.
I'm depressed.
I'm sick of it!!
I must do something!!
I must loose weight!!