where is life is hope

Halloween Party

shoot,shut or shit???

Over time

This I'm poor again because I had only 4 hours of over time!!!
I need to cry!!!!!!!!!!!!

Perfect Boy

I love to watch Prison Break,my favorite on PB is Michael Scofield(Wentworth Miller).
He's the most cute guy I've ever seem!!
He's sometimes a cute guy with a pretty baby face in otherwise he's a wild men!!
I wanna a clone of Went Miller to marry me!!!
Does anybody know where can I order made one??LOL

American English x British English

I started studying English when I was 12 years old.
My first English classes school was in a British School,with British teachers but after I moved to Japan I started my classes again with American teachers and now my English is to tally American!!
I'd like to change this situation and fix my accent to British English!!
But it'd been a difficult job!!
But I don't give up easier!!

English Language

I've really been trying hard to be able to improve myself in a foreign and it's English
but it's not a easy work!!

Easier said than done

Sakaguchi Kenji

My favorite Japanese actor is Sakaguchi Kenji.
He about thirties now.
He's so cute and amazing.
He's my perfect guy!!
I love his smile.
His body,his eyes and all the rest.
If I wish I could I'd like to marry him!!

Who is Kieko Ishii

I'm 25 years old .
I live in Saitama/Japan.
I'm originally form Brazil.
I came from a small city.
I was born in Sao Carlos.
I'm single.
I have no children.
I've never been married
Maybe that's because I didn't find the right person yet.
I'm so serious person.
I got my first job when I was 16 years old.
I worked in a laundry usually on summer vacation.
I was a good girl.
I was so spoiled but still being a good girl.
I was raised mostly by my grandmother.
I love her so much.
We never had it easy.
My mother and father had to work much.
That's why I was raised by my grandmother.
When I was 15 years old my family and I moved to Japan leaving my grandma and grandpa in Brazil.
I came to Japan with my dad,mother and with brother.
I'm the oldest.
I have a crazy family.
I don't along with my father and my brother either.
I haven't speak to my brother for a long time.
But we still living at the same house.
We had a falling out months ago.

My dog

I have a black Labrador retriever his name is Masao.
He's five years old.
He's so lovely.
He loves to play with balls.
He's always with my mom,if my mom get out for while he cries because he wants to stay net to her!!
He's a so cute dog.
I really love my dog.

addicted in smirnoff ice

I like to drink alcohol,but I don't like to drink beer much.
I prefer to drink cocktails,wine or vodka with some soda!!
But my favorite alcohol drink is Smirnoff Ice,here in Japan they have a lot of different types of Smirnoff Ice.
I lot to drink it.
I can drink a lot until I get drunk!!

Finally ends

I have 3 days off again because in Japan is holiday
National Holiday.
Sports Day

I'm tired of work!!

My boss is an idiot!!
I'm getting so tired of my work place ate the moment.
Why that woman can just shut up for a while??
She's so noise that makes me have a terrible headache!!

Spring

I love spring

Cable TV!!!

Prison Break

I'm gonna talk about some of my favorites TV novels!!
I love to watch TV my favorites are the novels!!
I love Prison Break,Lost,The Desperate's Housewives,etc!!

Why????

I don't know why I'm living for....
All of my day now make no sense.
I'm so negative person that have no reason to laugh or t be happy,or may be just smile!!
I don't have any dreams.
I wanna to be slim and slender.
I wanna be a beauty women.
But the only thing that I do now in the present moment life is complain about all.
I'm a bitch!!!!

Rainy Sunday

Today is Sunday my free day!!
Day to just relax!!
Maybe get out,go somewhere,maybe just to go shopping!!
But the biggest problem is when its raining!!
I can't do anything.
I can't go to anywhere!!
I was so glad that the week was finally over.
On Saturday,I go to the bed late,usually at 1 am after watch " The Desperate Housewives"
So,on Sunday I usually stay in bed all morning.
But when I got up this morning I saw it was raining.
I just hope it will be over soon.
But it didn't.
It rained during all the day.
It got on my nerves.
Damn it!!!
I couldn't go anywhere just for having fun.
I spend half day on cleaning and doing the laundry.
I watched the 2 new episodes of Prison Break season 3.
I cooked "Strogonoff Chicken" to my father.
I went to the supermarket.
I bought groceries for the whole week.
And that's all my free day was gone!!
Amazing life,huh!!!!

Low Salary

I'm so said today!
Today was my pay day!!
I'm so disappointed with what I saw when I opened my

Material Girl

There many things that I can't live without.
That items are....

-computer
-internet
-TV
-i pod
-hair drier
-mobile phone
-microwave
-washing machine
-digital camera
English dictionary

It seems that...
Maybe I'm so material girl maybe not.
Yeah I think I'm a real futile girl!!
But all these things that I can't live without are so practice and makes the live easier and so more comfortable!!

Train late

I hate Takasaki Line!
The trains of this line are always late.
And that's the biggest reason for why I'm always late for work!
I should left home early but I can't.
I should wake up earlier and left home at 7:30 am as my brother do.
I used to leave home at 7:5 am.
So,it happens many times of my train be late.
I got the train of 8:05 am,but this this is always late.
Because of some accidents with the signs or just people that tried to kill themselves.
It usually happens at Takasaki Line.
I became so boring and angry this morning.
That's sucks!
I'm tired of it!!

After 5

I love happy hours.
After a hard day of work I love go out for a drink .
When I was living in Brazil I used to go to happy hours every Thursday nights.
Happy hour is time to forget about work and college and have a good time.
Just relax.
Everybody drank a lot .
When I lived in Brazil I've been so busy with work and college,so I wanted to change my mood.
I usually got off work at six.
So after that my colleagues and go to to a kind of Brazilian Pub named choperia in Portuguese.
Weekends were so exciting.
It's usually starts on Thursday nights with the happy hour.
I used to go clubbing on Friday,Saturday and Sunday nights often.
To telling you the truth I used go clubbing every little weekend.
It was so amazing.
My life was so cool and had a lot of fun things.
But now my present life is totally different.
I don't life in Brazil anymore.
I don't go around with friends.
'Cause I don't have friends.
I don't go Clubbing anymore either.
Because clubs here in Japan are so expensive places that I can't afford that money.

Life is crazy

That's life!!
I'm already 25 years old.
How time flies!!!
Like it was yesterday,and I was a little sweetie girl,running to make my drams come true.
But reality is sad and depressing.
This little girl just became an adult.
A woman that can't decide what she wants to do.
That's why I feel so insecure about my future.
I have so many negative feelings.
When I have negative feelings and thoughts,I always say to myself:
"Perseverance will win in thew end."
But the true is that's easier to say than done.
LOL

Perfect guy

I am seeking someone who is genuine, sensitive, charming, interesting and educated,smart, with a terrific sense of humor and who is both generous as well as generous in spirit.
Honesty, loyalty, patience, tolerance, compassion and I probably value most highly.
Hopefully, you will be attractive, however, great personality of paramount importance.
I am looking for an intelligent guy with similar values and interests. He has to be able to make me laugh as humor. He has to be fun and adventurous while still enjoying a romantic evening in with his lady. Honesty and integrity is very important as is fitness and health. He has to love the outdoors and love animals. Finally he has to be able to make the time for that someone special in his life regardless of how busy he is.
I am looking to meet a nice guy, who shares a zest for life, and knows how to treat a lady like a lady. I have strong family values and although I don't have children I would like to, some day...
I'm looking for someone who can share experiences with me. Someone who can laugh with me. And I'm looking for true love. Someone nice,who knows what they want,and gives me that feeling knowing.
That's all....
Am i asking for so much?????

Australia

I have many dreams.
One of my dreams is be able to speak English more smoothly.
That's why I wanna go to Australia to study English and working there.
But problem is that I don't have enough money!!
I must save some money.
I need to save some money and I have to trust more myself,believe that I can make my dreams come true!!
I know some guys from Brazil that are now in Australia living and working there!!
When I saw the pictures of the sightseeing in Australia,I feel so excited!!
Australia seems to be a so beautiful place.
The beaches are amazing!!
I wanna go to Australia as soon as I can!!

Go on a diet

I really need to go on a diet and loose weight!
But the true is that I still can't loose weight!!
Some day I really could say:"I'm too skinny!!"
LOL

Rainy Sunday

Today is Sunday my free day!!
Day of the week that I don't have to worry about wake up early in the morning,don't be to the job!
All the worries just can stopped by and I can just refresh my mind!!

My present life

I'm already 25 years old.
But I still having some dreams like a little girl,a school girl, that may be will be impossible to realize in this life time.
When I was 12 years old my dream was to become a cabin attendant,flight attendant but then I became an adult and I just gave up, and when I see time just passed by...
And here I'm!!
Single,don't have a notiriuos carrier, don't have brillant job,don't have money and don't have a boyfriend either.
I can also say that I'm lonely in this big world
It's not funny!!
It's my real life!!

Good lucky girl

It has been a while....
I was so busy and tired lately that's why I didn't post recently...
Well nothing has change!!
All in the same way
I think my favorite English phrase is "Be my guest"!!
I don't why,maybe for no reason,but I like the way that "Be my guest" sounds!!
LOL

Okinawa

I wanna go to a beautiful place like Okinawa some day.
I don't like the beach so much...
But I really wanna go to a beautiful beach like Okinawa.
It can be also Australia.
I don't mind.
I'm just dreaming awake.

I'm not good looking....

Most of the girls or women,when think about their self,think positive and think that they are beautiful.
But in my case I'm not that kind of woman..
I don't think I'm good looking,because I'm not in good shape.
I try hardier to take good care of myself .Oh,yeah I do,but it's a real hard thing to council with.
Oh it's!!Believe me...
I'm a little overweight!!
no,no,no....
Definitely! !
I'm totally overweight.
I've gained a lot of weight!!
I'm not height-weight proportionate!!
Recently, I feel my pants are all tight!
It's terrible!
But,I'm still not motivated to go on a diet.
I have to change my mind.
The fact that I've gained weight,makes me feel so blue.
I'm sad because of it!!
I feel miserable.
Sometimes I also feel empty.
I feel alone.
I feel isolated.
Nobody cares about me.
I'm depressed.
I'm sick of it!!
I must do something!!
I must loose weight!!

Going to the hostipal...

Yesterday I left my job at 4:30 pm just for going to the hospital...

Writting about myself in English

My name is Kieko Ishii.
I'm 26 years old.
I'm single.
I don't have a boyfriend.
I live in Saitama but originally I'm from Chiba.
I'm a company employed.
I don't like my job.
It's crazy to work to 8 am to 8 pm almost everyday.
I'm stressed out.
I need to have some fun to relieve stress.
My workplace is so stressful.
My colleagues are idiots.They are real pain.
My boss has a bad temper.

She's a total slut.
She likes so much to be in control.
She's also paid for that!!
But I hate people leading me!!

Life is a dammit

Going back to rut!!
My daily life is so stressful and boring!
I hate to do the same things everyday from Monday to Saturday.
Let me tell you about my routine.
Well it starts by I getting up early in the morning!
Having breakfast make the bed and going to work.

Sunday

Weekend is always boring for me
When I started blogging i just started it because I want to practice English.
But blogging is fun.
Blogging is easier than I thought.
Start posting everyday was better than I thought.
The only problem is ...
My blog is one day late from the local date and time

lol

What kind of music do I like??

Well,I like many kinds of musics,I like pop music almost,classics,techno,trance,dance,ballads,rock and roll,American country music but I don't like Brazilian country music,Japanese hip hop and Japanese rap or Japanese reggae,I hate Samba music.

Friday

Typhoon

It's Thurday....

Hey...
It's Thursday and the weekend is coming
I still have no plans for this weekend

A hot day...

It stills so hot

Early Morning

Today I woke up 6:20 am,I did some exercises.
I cleaned up my bedroom and I had breakfast.
Now I'm just leaving home to work!
I feel blue
I'm so bored....

Good bye

Hate the word “Good bye”

Hate of being too emotional

Hate of having fake smile

“And why they are floating around my life…?”

A new week already starts

Monday
Spring is on its way.
Today was a busy day. I can't let the housework pile up!!!
It's what I always say to myself,but never do.
I woke up early in the morning. I vacuumed my bedroom,I washed the dishes and had breakfast. After that I took a quick shower. I turned on the TV to watch the News. When I looked to my watch I realized that I was late to work. Then I opened the curtains and locked the window. So I left home to going to my work. I was tied up all day,because many people were absent from work. I worked all day day like a lunatic. I was really busy from start to finish today.

My weekend

The weather was cloudy today!!
Let me tell you about how was my weekend and what I did.
On Saturday morning I went to Oomiya's Berlitz,and I did a level check exam in English,the teacher said me that my English is so good,it's high level,and said that I can improve more myself!
I can't believe this but....He told me so!!!
After the exam I went Tokyo to vistit Lina Tatsumi.
She is my best friend,we' re friends since both were in junior high school!!
We went to Kashiwa Municipal Junior High School.And both of us graduated there.
Lina is the best friend I ever had!!
I went to Lina's new place,it's smaller than the old one,but it's in Tokyo.
The nearest station is Minowa Station,,that's Hibiya Line,and Hibiya Line is a subway line,living there is really amazing!!
Lina's news's place is near from Ueno, Akiharabara and Roppongi!
My favourites places in Tokyo!!I really love Tokyo City.
I wish I could live in there.

Hello

The day was terrible today.
It was cloudy and cold today.
Unfortunate the summer is coming to the end.
And sooner it will start spring.
I'm glad that I have the chance to post here in this blog.

Hey

Hi everyone!
My name is Kieko Ishii.
I decided to study English and be able to improve more myself in English language that's why I decided to start posting a blog in English!
I've studied English for 9 years,but my English is so poor....
I can perfectly understand when people talk to me but when I try to speak,I can only talk in broken English and that' so terrible.
I'm ashamed of myself.